Friday, May 27, 2011

SUMMER!!!

FINALLY! JUNIOR YEAR IS OVER!

I have been waiting so long to say that! It's so weird because I'm officially/unofficially as SENIOR! I can't believe how fast high school has gone by, but it's an amazing feeling. Now, I just have to get into college. BUT I'm not worried about that right now. SUMMER 2011! I have a job, a great trip to Europe in 5 day, and awesome friends. I can't wait to blog about more!

Have a great summer!
Kendall

Friday, May 20, 2011

I Really Feel Like Crying

I hate feeling misunderstood. It's like I can't force myself to cry, but I feel them welling up inside of me.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Life Gets Better: Summer Edition

FINALLY!
Summer is here, sorta. I still have 7 days of school left. I'm not complaining because I'm almost done with junior year! AH, a sigh of relief because I'm going to college in a year and 2 mos. I count down like that. Yes, I still have senior year…but STILL. I can feel it in my bones. Everything is so exciting. My friends I love are graduating (btw so proud, Woodward class of 2011!) I'm just really loving life right now.

Relationships
Not really worried about it right now. I know I can be overbearing with relationships, but this summer (and this year) I just want to be chill about it. I've realized it's not the guys…it's me, and I think that's an important thing to remind yourself of when you feel down about a situation with the opposite sex. Reevaluate what you're doing, instead of blaming others for your own actions. I'm trying to stop being paranoid. This year, funny story, I ALWAYS thought people were talking about me…but they weren't. I've learned (or accepting the fact) that it's me…and if I actually want someone to like me, well, I need to show them me.

Plans for summer 2011
I got a job! Working at a summer camp with my best friend. It's pretty amazing…and I might be living with her the whole summer? Success. Of course, I'll come home on the weekends, but it's the idea that makes me pretty excited.

Oh bring it on summer reading, college essays, SAT/ACT, and the ultimate fun.
Summer 2011, you're mine.
Kendall