After watching Tuesday's episode of Glee (like 5 minutes ago) I found myself wildly bewildered by the ideas of self-worth, spontaneity, our own ambitions, and even love.
I guess it's my generation, but teenage love seems more prevalent everywhere I turn. It's like an epidemic that never seems to stop. It's like you have to be a teen in love and if you're not, well, you're a lonely, low-life, hopeless romantic loser. I don't want to feel that at all. Do I fantasize about a teenage romance? Of course, what 17 year old girl doesn't?! Do I want a boy to hold my hand, hold me close, kiss my forehead, and eventually share one of the most important gifts I have to offer? Yes. It's human nature. I guess, if that's what you want to call it. Sounds cliché? I know.
Sometimes girls feel unworthy of guys (I don't know if that was vice versa). It feels like we change our hair color, straighten our teeth, and slim our bodies just for guys not to notice us…
but the odd thing is…there is, there has to be someone out there.
and I'm sure when that person comes all those negative ideas filled up inside my twisted head will be released.
Until then, I'll be patient :)
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